Yes! Exactly! I remember being 14, yearning for independence. I saw my friends do stupid things with older guys and thought it no big deal. I just thought they were growing up. The idea that an older guy liked me felt like a compliment that I had been accepted into womanhood.
While no one came and took advantage of me, and I was to shy at that age for much, thank god no one took advantage of me. My brain and experience literally had left me with no idea of the risks involved with dating an older guy. I’m glad you recognize your role as an adult here.