Omg! Why is it I could relate so much to the experiences you described? For the record, I’m a cisgender polyamorous queer autistic. Yet it felt like half of these stories happened to me. Even the way you describe moments of finding gender euphoria, I can relate to as a cis woman. Moments where I have had to claim my femininity and found my own expression of it that felt true to myself. Really great read! What an interesting life you have lived!